Deal Time

It’s about time to really deal with it. Dad called a few times this morning. He said his “heart harddened”. I was just way to afraid to respond. I even deleted the last message before I finished it. I guess I will let myself freak out for a couple of days before I act on it. I don’t think I can handle it right now. O. reminded me that I should let him know that I am incapable of handling it right now. So I guess I will send him an email for now until I talk to J. I don’t know how to handle it, really.

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